Hi, I come from a middle-class family in China. For some reason, the financial situation of our family has collapsed this year, and my family can no longer provide enough financial support for me. So I came here, hoping to get current help and college tuition next year.
Perhaps because of the environment in which I grew up, I was a girl who lacked sense of security when I was a child. For a long time, I have been looking for something to fill those gaps in my heart. I have loved the smell of men since junior high school. I was fascinated by the smell of sweat in the classroom after PE class, the smell of male friends’ jackets, and even the smell of tobacco in the teacher’s office. I was relieved to smell those smells and relaxed myself. After high school, I had my own mobile phone, and this was the first time I knew about sm. During that time, I watched a lot of novels and videos about sm, and every day before I went to bed, I fantasized about being humiliated, controlled, and imprisoned. At the same time when I first had sex with my first boyfriend after my 18th birthday, I realized that I was in love pain. I liked that he spanked me during sex, and several times my ass was still red and swollen a few hours after it was over. Swollen skin rubbing against my pants gives me a strange pleasure, followed by extreme relaxation. After breaking up with my first boyfriend, there was something wrong with my family’s money chain. I never fell in love again, but I always had a lot of fantasies about sm, which is one of the reasons why I found Peter. I was excited just to see a lot of games on the game list. I longed for someone to do this to me. I miss the feeling of being different. I want to meet people in this world who like sm as much as I do. I hope I’m not alone.
Because I have only been in love once, my love experience is quite limited, and I may be a little clumsy in getting along with the opposite sex. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t have tattoos and I don’t have other bad habits. I am mild and introverted and sometimes a little shy. If we get along well, I am happy to be your girlfriend or lifelong partner. I am absolutely loyal to love and yearn for a lasting and stable relationship. I look forward to seeing you.
