Born and raised in mainland China, I came to Hong Kong for university and have now settled in Hong Kong to work in the financial industry. Due to my mother’s strict upbringing, I subconsciously formed the idea that “Scolding and punishment is a manifestation of love.”
Before I became sexually aware, I was addicted to the tingling that arose from the pain of being slapped by my mother. When I was forced to pull down my pants and held down for an injection in a hospital, the forced nudity produced an obscured mental pleasure. When I witnessed a teacher beating a student who had made a mistake, I would imagine what it would be like to have the whip fall on my butt.
The secret feelings continued to fester. The popular romance comics of my adolescent years did not appeal to me. I could only be aroused by words and stories of punishment, discipline, and dominance. In dance class, when the teacher covered me all over and helped me stretch, I wished to be manipulated and pressed so hard that I begged him to go easy on me.
I still live my life as an ordinary person, but when ordinary emotional experiences don’t satisfy me, I often conjure up a fictional character and fall into wild fantasies.
I imagined myself shivering from a spanking as he violated me, we are rising above the air as I begged for mercy. I imagined myself being punished for my mistake by being forbidden to orgasm, apologising contritely and begging for his touch on my sensitive body to release me from the torment of my desires. I imagined myself stuffed with toys and walking in a public place with him, my pleasure, heart palpitations, restlessness all under his control. I imagined myself being handcuffed, blindfolded, having an undignified forced orgasm from his verbal humiliation.
Since I have no real SM related experience, after I realised that I am a Natural submissive, I hope to have an experienced and skillful Master who can fully develop my nature and bring me into the world of BDSM. I will be grateful for all that my Master has done for me, devote myself to each and every discipline until I become a true submissive escort who can serve my Master to the fullest, and make him satisfied and proud.
No matter you are in any country or region in the Americas, Europe, or Australia, the Hong Kong passport I hold allows me to come to you at any time, establish a long-term bond with you, and dedicate all of me to you. I would like to explore the pleasure of the senses with you, my Master, as well as pursuing spiritual fulfilment through the expression of my deepest desires to make the fantasies come true.
I have been looking for you, my Master, can you please take this puppy home?
