I am a girl from northern China, now studying in Australia. I want to find a sugar daddy who can support my life and studies, but this is not my only need.
I started to know SM since junior high school. Some niche films, novels with hidden descriptions, and my own ignorant fantasies in youth made me very curious and interested in SM, but I never tried it, just in my mind. Some feudal ideas in Chinese society made me suppress myself and could only resist this hobby that the whole society considers shameful.
Since I came to Australia, I am like a bird that has escaped from the cage that binds me, exploring freely and rushing towards my new life!
My parents have not had a good relationship since I was a child. My father is rude and my mother is cowardly. They are very traditional Chinese parents. The youth of the past 19 years is vivid, but there is no first love. Closing my eyes and flipping through my memories, I seem to have never had a real boyfriend since I was a child, so I want to find more than just the master of SM. I want you to be my first love in my teenage years, my emotional sustenance, and the leader on the road of growth.
Love is pure and beautiful, helpless and sweet, but joy is mixed with tears. I want someone to accompany me, hold my hand, go to the beach, watch the sunset, and wait until night when the moon comes out. I will lean on your shoulder, and the moonlight will shine on you and me, illuminating the world and my heart!
